Sleepy day

Woke up really early. Went to meet my dearest. Had Kuishinbo at Jurong point. With Glen, Li yun, Marshall and Jun chen. Went to Li yun's place. Intended to slack a while but the 3 of us ended up sleeping. I seriously think I'm too tired. Woke up around 5 plus and had a slight head ache. Head down to Jacky Chan's cafe with Marshall to meet our cg. Le tian's working place is super nice. Good environment! The staff there are totally awesome! I had a good time laughing at Eio. Kimberly is such a sweet girl. Hardly talked to her so yesterday when she was sitting beside me, I had a chat with her. Really nice girl. =)

I didn't expect myself to miss those guys. Didn't expect in the midst of going out with them, they seem to occupy a certain space in my heart. Though we don't know one another very well. The values are really different but these people are friends. My whole world is changing. Some are people I don't want to remember at all. Yet some are people whom I want to up hold in my heart.

I miss her. I miss him. I miss her. I miss those smile. I miss their presences. I miss that communication. When I talked to her, I feel that the family is broken. All her love, concern and care, I know it has always been more than a elder. And I will keep the promise to her to take good care of myself at this point. Simple reasons, I don't want her to worry and I love her. Nothing is ever by chance and I thank God for sustaining these relationships I have. My prayer is, keep and bless them. Bless the ones I love. Throughout, it really shows me one thing and that is the relationships built up was much deeper than I thought it is.

This is a nice song. I hardly listen to Zhang Dong Liang's song. Came across it. Not going to upload this song to my blog because, Desert song is the theme song for this season of my life. Guys if you want to listen to this song can search on youtube! =)) I'm off!

错了再错

退到了绝境再退
破碎到不能破碎
能挽回什么你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲
绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎
我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下

我可以痛了再痛
你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲
只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火
你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

爱和痛彼此纠结
悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水
背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口
泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧

我可以痛了再痛
你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲
只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活
你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

即使我头也不回
这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁
别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我

我可以痛了再痛
你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲全为了失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火
你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
为什么连谎言你也不说