Just many thoughts going through my mind and this time round, they are not random. It was there, never really resolved. I don't know how to make it right and I don't know how to not be overwhelmed. 

I used to be excited on those days. The looking forward to just being around. The very first few times were times that I wished I re-live. Thursday happens to be one of the days but, somehow, it just seems like it's not going to be smooth. I wish I stopped thinking but that it's very impossible.

I don't know how long more an understanding level I have to give. Solution please.